Sunday, 27 January 2008

JF Day 26 pm



ashes overflowing from a scratched crystal plate, dusty surfaces that moan, steel framed images of chaos on the wall......
his face behind the paper, sipping coffee, i write, sipping peppermint tea......
clouds float by, just a glimpse of sunshine, this lazy saturday afternoon brushes my face gently......

i scribble, he works on his crossword, we share pens and glances across the table, his presence tangible one moment, transitory the next.......
i could sit here forever, softly reaching out for a tender touch, a look, watching steps pass by on this ground of patterns clashing......

an eyebrow lifted, a confident smile, the bartender pours golden liquid over mounds of ice.....
a scene, a stage, the whole universe contained, in this old pub at hampstead place......
perhaps this rambling makes no sense, i am a stranger to these words flowing, and yet, the pen must have its say, before it runs out of ink and play......

mountains and valleys are born in a moment only to vanish an instant later, i remain still amidst noise and color, dissolving in the empty gap between breaths.....
peace reigns and travels from his hand to mine, mine to his, slowly seeping into my soul.....
i am at rest, at the bottom of the ocean, even as a multitude of waves arise on the shore......

i fill page after page, blue print on white void, meaning makes music of its own......

drip after champagne drip the carpet wets, colors mingle into a mosaic of ancient melodies, i want to capture with paint or pencil, this dance of endless eternity........
reds and browns, all colors around, talk to me, reveal the depths you hold, open your cracks ooze out your souls, what is real and what is not, this is beyond just flesh and bones.........



4 comments:

Kristen's Raw said...

We share some favorite books which makes me eager to check out the others on your list that I'm not familiar with.

Have a splendid day!

Kristen's Raw said...

Beautiful post. I could read it over and over...

Jenny said...

beautiful.

thank you so much for your comments on my post. . . and I do have a specific question for you regarding Amritapuri. . . do you remember what the food was like? I will obviously be living there for an extended time and while I am open to the possibilities of not finding raw food when I'm traveling abroad, so far I've been very lucky and have been able to stay fully raw. . .
and I'm very curious as to whether or not I would be able to at the ashram. I'm not one to make waves, or demand a "rigid" diet especially when it's stepping on the toes of a certain culture or experience, but I would really really love it, if it WERE indeed possible to remain raw. . . . any information would be lovely!!
xx jenny

Carrie Cegelis said...

Lovely, lovely, Neeta.
What a wonderful pause, to piggyback into your visions for a moment.
Thanks for the offering!