Thursday, 27 March 2008

A note of thanks to my brother.......


My time of the month again, and pain pain pain, same old same old, some things are simply going to take longer to enter the new world......
And yet, right now, right here - a gift bestowed that makes me smile and the pain fades, a little and then a little more......

I'm listening to my brother's music, he recorded the first draft of his new album, its beautiful, real groovy and very graciously puts this pain away into the background where it loses its hold on me.....bringing forward a fountain of champagne like bubbles, lifting me high, high, higher......

I feel lighter, freer and so grateful once again......

I love the sound of the flute, it empties me out of what is not essential and fills me up with flow......

For every barrier, every obstacle, every ache and every pain, there is also something that can dissolve the knot, something that can soothe and ease, something that can melt the block and gently heal......
Two sides of the same coin, a question of finding out what works for each one of us in our own situations......
There is always a key somewhere that opens a closed door and lets the light in to brighten our lives and make us glow.......

Thanks bro, you seriously rock :-)


Monday, 24 March 2008

We are like that only..........



India, vibrant, dynamic, alive.......
The warm sunshine and the blue skies, the rain tempests and the desert storms, the noise and pollution of the cities, the incredible green of the rice paddies, the coconut trees and the concrete jungles, the easy smiles and the dramatic emotions, the songs and the dances, the tempting aromas of its cooked foods and the smelly odors of its overflowing garbage dumps......

A country of sharp contrasts and gentle contradictions, where the yes often means a no and the no even more often is a yes.........
No way to define it or limit it with words, a place where the map is never ever the territory, in fact, there rarely ever is a map to begin with in the first place........

In every big or not so big town and city of India, you can find McDonalds, Pizza Huts, Dominos Pizzas, KFCs, Ice Cream Parlours, Coffee and Cake shops.
There are huge air-conditioned shopping malls with all the latest international brands available in smart designer boutiques, and an entire floor that is a food court filled with every kind of fast and processed junk food you can think of, American, Chinese and Indian! 
Adults and children walking around, sitting, sprawled, eating and eating and eating some of this and some of that and then some more......

Diabetes is rampant, even children are beginning to suffer from it now, heart attacks attack younger and younger men everyday, cancer has become a word known to all......
Stomach ache, acidity and constipation is more common than common cold, joint pains and chronic fatigue are a constant part of day to day life......

It has always been said that "Ignorance is Bliss"........ but once you awaken from your follies than you feel not only your own pain more acutely, but the pain of another becomes even more real to you than your own........

So my heart broke a few times this time in India.........

But if there are many who line up to eat junk food, there are as many who are conscious that this way of eating is what is causing them some serious health problems too!

And when you share with them that the food they eat not only affects their physical health, but also their mental clarity and emotional states, it makes perfect sense to them - no need to argue and spend ages trying to convince them......
In fact, they are ready and happy to learn and to try out new foods, how wonderful is that? :-)

One thing I learnt very clearly these last few weeks is that sustainable change needs to happen one step at a time, that new and different ways of walking and dancing have to be integrated slowly......with care, with respect......and without rush........
One has to be very attentive and go with the flow and the level of readiness of the people, instead of imposing, pushing or giving more information than they want to receive, thus creating resistance in them!

A green juice in the morning, a smoothie as a pudding, more water and less sherbets, flax oils instead of refined oils, steaming instead of frying, dates or honey instead of white sugar, nuts and seeds instead of chips and biscuits, one cooked meal a day instead of two, more variety of healthy whole flours instead of white and refined.......

So many ways to begin a radical transformation, a quantum change made with small leaps and tiny jumps........

I bought a book at the airport in Mumbai on my way to Chennai/Pondicherry/Auroville.
It is called "We are like that only" and it is a study of the consumer trends and attitudes in India. 
I love the title of the book, it is apt and suitable in so many contexts related to Indian people......

"we indians are like that only, we are open and willing, we'll accept raw foods and green juices in our lives but how can you expect us to only drink juices without eating, one day or one week is enough but 92 days, what, you think we are rishis or yogis or something? and to give up our wholesome vegetarian food? even ayurvedic food is cooked, so don't forget, everything is not bad, you should not become rigid, so of course of course, we should not eat fried foods or sweets, if you say milk is bad now, then we will only use a teaspoon in our tea and also take stevia instead of sugar, and we will only eat homemade yogurt and eat no ghee, now the zucchini pasta you made was very good so maybe we can use that tasty pesto sauce on our toast instead of butter, i can't believe there is spinach in this smoothie, i can only taste the banana, how is this possible, you must teach me more of this raw foods definitely......but tonight i need my rice and dal and vegetable curry, what to do, we are like that only........"

This could be a  mixed masala of my Mom in Mumbai and my Aunt in Pune :-)
I am very proud of them because they have both begun to change their lives so quickly, I feel immense admiration and respect for the determination and discipline they show, their genuine interest in learning new ways of nourishing themselves and their families......
I feel very grateful.......

I am filled with excitement - I know that India is ready and waiting........and that I am going to have so much fun and fulfillment in helping people to hydrate hydrate hydrate and to drink pure liquid sunshine in the form of green juices, to eat healthier, eat less, eat prana rich foods......

To feel as vibrant, dynamic and alive, as the land they live and breathe upon......




Saturday, 22 March 2008

Peacocks, Papayas and Pondicherry.......


Home again, London for now but not for too long.......

I apologize for the haphazard way I have laid out these pictures, but with my zero skills I'm glad I even managed to post them :-)
Ah yes, I forgot my camera in India so the rest of the pictures, of Pune and Mumbai, will be posted when I get back there in a couple of weeks.........































Daily breakfast in Auroville with friends, a fruit salad in a gorgeous setting.....
Being in Auroville and Pondicherry felt like I had come home - I so love this place :-) 










MatriMandir - The temple of the universal Mother......

It is the center of Auroville, not only geographically but also energetically.....

Auroville is a unique one of its kind experiment in Human Unity.....still in the making, far from its ideal goals, and yet, so amazing that it exists and it works.........

















Lunch at a restaurant with a salad bar buffet - it was very very good......watermelon, papayas, grated carrots, cherry tomatoes, iceberg, green and red peppers, broccoli, sunflower seeds and almond flakes.....olive oil and lemon juice for dressing......



























To take pictures of these beautiful peacocks, one has to remain so still, so as to disappear.....it is like a meditation, the mind goes silent simply watching them......





Streets of Pondicherry, with the cows settled in for the afternoon, relaxed and completely at home......


Three wheelers, autorickshaws - zip around the streets of all Indian towns and cities - on Indian roads, it is quite a rollercoaster ride!!

















I made raw dinner for my friends in Auroville - zucchini tagliatelli with coriander and walnut pesto, a raw pizza with a red pepper and tahini sauce, sprinkled with pumpkin seeds - for desert, I made a simple banana and spinach pudding, which went down like a dream :-)



Lunch alone at a sea-side Pondy restaurant - Salad with iceberg, tomatoes, apple slices, cucumber slices, lemon and - parmesan shavings, that I didn't eat - and a carrot and celery juice.....perfect......

It is freezing here and after the hot sunny indian weather, this feels like the arctic zone! I feel a little fragile and a lot more sensitive to this cold......well, its only for a few days and then I'm off again :-)

I'll post again very soon, I have so much to share......
And I definitely want to spend some time catching up on the other blogs......

Have a wonderful Easter Weekend, 
xxx



Friday, 7 March 2008

Life, Colors, Sound, Sights............



Vermillion, rust, magenta, sunset orange, rose, olive greens, azure blues, neon yellows, ivory creams and silver greys........
The colors of India are so striking and penetrate as deep as the sounds and sights of this place. 

It is not possible to keep yourself at a distance from Life here, impossible to turn your face away. 
Life, quietly or with fanfare, just seeps in through every crack or opening, from under the doors and window sills, little by little, until you are pulsating in accordance with its rhythm.......

The sun has been shining very single day I have been here, I close my eyes and feel its warm fire on my skin, simply divine..........

Moments of chaos, incomprehension, out-of-control situations, utterly incredible surprising ways of functioning.......sometimes bring on a wave of irritation or confusion which rapidly transforms into awe and marvel at how beautifully if not perfectly, everything works out in this country of mine.....
As the days pass, I feel overwhelmed with gratitude again.........and there are times I want to reach out and embrace it all, all, every single speck and grain.........

I begin each day with one and a half quart of green juice and also drink around three quarts of alkaline water with green powders......
A few of my meals have been small lightly cooked alkaline indian food and it is okay, I have no resistance to it.....I eat salads everyday and have also made a few raw food dishes for my family.

My mother has stopped eating her cooked acidic breakfast and drinks green juice every morning instead.....
My cousin has stopped giving her 4 year old son sweets and chocolates all the time (the child is a sugar addict) and instead gives him nuts and raisins now as well as vegetable juice and soups.....
My niece, who suffers from skin eczema, has given up on all sugars and refined foods and has already seen the difference in just five days......
An aunt of mine who suffers from psoriasis, is reading Ben's blog now and has begun having green juices everyday too.......

One step at a time, the change happens.....
One ripple at a time, the ocean transforms......

I dream and it is all real :-)

Thinking of you all, Much Much love xxx
I'll post some pictures the next time...........


Saturday, 1 March 2008

To India today.......


12:40 am Saturday

Right now, right here - I feel bubbles of joy and sparkles of bright light filling me up. I can almost feel the caress of hot sunshine on my body. There is a wide wide grin on my face that feels kind of stuck there. I feel silly and very happy. 
One night to sleep and then I'm off to India........
And even though I had thought I wouldn't, I am coming back here in three weeks.....will be in London for a few days, a couple of days in Paris and then back to India again with a one way ticket......

These last few days have really shown me the futility of being attached in any way to my plans, desires, goals, decisions......
The Uni-verse is teaching me, gently yet firmly - to hold everything lightly, not tightly......to let it all flow through, no clinging, no grasping.......

Ah, the feeling of being free even from the very concept of freedom........this is a taste of tender melting bliss :-)

Yesterday, I had my usual quart and a half of green juice for breakfast. And then, for the first time since breaking my juice feast, I went on purpose and ate a cooked Indian vegan meal, in the Indian area around London. 
It was a lunch buffet with a large variety of cooked vegetables, dals, three kinds of rice, fried breads and fritters, etc.......
I wanted to drown myself in the Indian tastes and see how that felt before I went to India......
I couldn't finish a quarter of my plate, a few bites and it was more than enough! 
Empty and very old world......
For the rest of the day, it was only green juices and alkaline water with green powder......
Useful experience, at the right time - much needed before I land in my country and find myself surrounded with emotional and nostalgic triggers.......

I used to be so addicted to sugar and anything sweet - now after months of colonics and green juices, sweets have completely lost their hold on me - in fact, dehydrated or sweet foods now feel too dense and heavy to me - a once in a blue moon stuff to eat......
But right now, I have both crackers and cookies in my dehydrator, they are in for the night.....and I'm feeling quite pleased about taking them with me to India, occasional traveling food and also to share them with my family there.....

So it is crackers made with freshly ground flax seeds, almond meal, a sprinkling of pumpkin seeds, finely chopped shallots, cayenne pepper, himalayan pink salt and french provencial herbs......
And the cookies are done with pecan and almond ground in the food processor, then mixed with half a banana, coconut flakes, cinnamon, dried ginger powder, a pinch of salt, a big pinch of green stevia, some maca and some green powder too........
I just used whatever I had at home - following no recipe or measurements, just throwing things together - no idea what the result will be, but the smells wafting in from the kitchen are quite divine :-)

It is past one in the morning and I had better get some sleep.......

I am deeply grateful to all of you, this circle of new friends, these connections so precious......this sharing of love and opening of hearts, dancing our own unique steps to similar songs, helping, encouraging, being present and truly giving......
Thank you so much.....

Global juice feast begins today, so all my best wishes to David and Katrina, and to everyone who begins juicing now, Happy Feasting......

Will post whenever and from wherever I can in India........
Much Much love to you all,
Joyous Juicing and Merry Munching :-)