JF Day 32 - Dances with the Green Juice.......

Transformation is a dance, a Dance of Becoming. In this Juice Feasting, we are dancing a dance with the juices, partners at every step. It is not just the "Juices" that are affecting us and changing us. We participate equally, we bring "ourselves" and who we are to the process too. It is an alchemy, between us and the juices we ingest. 

The dance is different every day........

At times it can be a real slow romantic number, melting our hearts and bringing tears to our eyes. Other times it is a Bollywood extravaganza, all sizzling melodramatic moves, full of fun and entertainment. Or how about a salsa or a tango, sensual smooth and turning our zones fully on. Sometimes we are out of sync, out of step and clumsy, we bounce on each other's toes, and have no desire to continue the dance anymore. Then the next day we go rock and roll.

One day we feel high, another day we feel low.........

I have found myself swinging between these ups and downs often too on this journey - feeling swept away in the beauty and radiance of intense emotions and pure energy.....it lasts a day or two, maybe four....and then......Where did it go? The high has become a low. 

Sometimes not even necessarily a low, just so flat, boring, nothing.......

The taste of sparkles, the smell of light, the touch of the muse, the awe inspiring inner sight.....

It does not remain. I wait, knowing the next high will definitely come, and I have not been disappointed yet. It certainly comes. It a cyclic pattern, after all. 

One can also call it the Dance of Opposites.....or even Dancing in the Duality.

Up and down, round and round, we simply follow the sound.

I've learnt so much in this dance..... after all, this hopping between two positions is what life as we usually know it is all about......we are used to it, we do it all the time.

So this journey has brought me untold riches and precious gifts on my highs, as well as grace and grit on my lows. I have healed. What a blessing.

I feel immensely grateful.......

And yet, today on my Day 32 - this is not enough anymore.....

There is an urge, a sincere aspiration in my heart and soul. I'm calling out for something else, something more, something I already know, I've tasted a zillion times before.......

This might sound completely nuts to those who have not experienced the dance with the green juices yet - but for me, these juices are alive and they respond beautifully to the way we move in this dance together.....

I no longer want to ride the highs and the lows or wait in transitory neutrals - I want to dance to another song, following a melody that runs beyond duality all throughout......

I want another groove, I'm going to change my moves - let the Dance change too, later or soon.......