Juice feasting - 2, Retreat, Scribble from my journal-2

Its my second day of Juice feasting and its 8 in the morning here.....
I haven't slept all night - I don't feel tired at all.....

Its like as if with the green liquids, all the cells of my body that had been in the process of degenerating, have received a jolt of electricity and are beginning to come alive.......Its such an incredible high when the cells begin to wake up from their deep long slumber and so, right now they are buzzing.......
As over the years they've been dumbed down and numbed over - they don't know how to contain this new vibration, this new energy, the impact is too strong, too intense......
And so they spill it all over - the energy gets dispersed in an outward movement.....

I feel a deep urge within me to be quiet now, to get used to the taste of this energy, this gift of grace......to learn to hold it and contain it within.....and so what is needed here is an inward movement, a kind of retreat, a mental, spiritual retreat......
Doing simply what needs to be done and nothing more......
This is how it feels for me and what I need to do.......for the next few days....

I'm going to continue the Juice feast, having more or less the same kind and same quantity of juices, but I'm not going to blog about it for now, I'll come back once I'm done......and write about it then.
In the meanwhile, I might post a couple of scribbles from my journal.

Here's one for now.......and with that I'm off to my juicy retreat :-)

cloudy, stormy, grey and wet.....thunder, hail and lightning.....all contained in an empty pulsating field.....
i am the pulse, the field, the emptiness.....i am also each star, each passing cloud, and all emerging and disappearing form...
rain falls heavily outside and soaks my soul, my cells glide smoothly in wetness sweet.....
i dream and all is real....
i feel myself in the falling drops, in the thunder and the lightning, in the words that flow and those that remain unwritten, silent.....
here and now, just this.....is beautiful,
here and now, just this.....is perfection
here and now, just this.....is all.............