I'm in Bangalore right now and I'm falling in love with this city all over again :-)
It is so green, the weather is fantastic, the people are warm and beautiful, there are coconut sellers at almost every corner and street and Juice shops in every block - what more can one ask for?
Its been one crazy ride the last few weeks. Nothing works out as imagined, planned, decided - each day brings a surprise, a huge "letting go" which is then followed by new insights, perspectives and awareness........
We have no home at the moment, we don't even know where we will settle down and when.....this is really a period of transition and waiting.......
Its not always easy as the mind is conditioned to a need for security and certainty - so to remain joyful and centered in the midst of insecurity and uncertainty, demands an almost incredible moment to moment practice of total trust and acceptance and a warrior like stance of calm flexibility........
Flowing with whatever life unfolds day to day without becoming attached to what I think I want, or what I feel is right, is very liberating - it has come to the point where when things don't work out as I want - I get even more excited - I rub my hands in glee and say "Ok, not this, then what next?" :-)
I am learning all the time to hold my own thoughts, feelings, wants, desires very lightly.....no holding on tightly, no clinging, no grasping.......
Simply letting go, breathing deeply and smiling, whatever happens or not........
Living life, in the Here and Now........is a very powerful practice.......
I am deeply grateful as I am not alone, Trevor and Saatchi are learning each day the same practice too, and we support each other and mirror Joy for one another.....
A real blessing........
I'm staying at a hotel in Bangalore right now, I don't have my Vitamix with me - I have one small cooked vegan meal a day and the rest of the time it is coconut water, coconut meat, fresh fruits and juices, as well as around 3 to 4 quarts of alkaline water with green powder.....
I haven't had green juices or salads for a week now but that will change soon hopefully......
I'm very surprised that I haven't put on any weight since the end of my juice feast on the 11th of February, in fact, I've lost another couple of pounds......
I've had two colonics in the last month in Pune and I have another scheduled for Friday this week.....
I will write more about this after my next session.........
Tomorrow it is back to Pune for a week - after that, I don't know......
I'll let you know when I know......
Till then - much love and warm sunshine.......
xxx

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Today, while I was running on the treadmill, I did the mental exercise where I was seeing everything for the first time.
I looked around me at the gym, and looked at everything I could (ceiling fan, exercise equipment, colors, weights, etc) as if I were a child and seeing them for the first time.
It made me feel VERY present.
kristen, thanks for sharing that - strange, but i've been feeling the same thing out here, looking at the world as though for the first time, like a child - like you said, makes one feel very present.....also makes me feel so utterly awed and marvel at how beautiful and perfect it all is, just as it is......
i'm having a raw food party for some family in Pune the coming weekend and i'm going to use a couple of your recipes from your e-books, they are such a treasure.......
hugs, xxx
neeta
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