These past few weeks have been a rollercoaster ride into a world full of ups and downs, high excitement and low blue moods, heart melting smiles, soft strong passion and moments of wild crazy fun too......
There is a genuine need for relationships that are free from demands, obligations, subtle manipulations, unconscious dependency or approval needs, impositions and melodrama, over-sensitivity and taking everything personally, making mountains out of molehills.....
I am in the process of changing the way I relate to people, letting go of old exhausting patterns and functioning in a new way, from a new inner position.......
This is not a piece of cake and I've been through some pretty rough moments lately, and yet......amidst all of this chaos and pain, what emerged like a precious gift, was a certainty that relating and connecting with others even with a small dose of old world ways - makes me literally sick now!!!!
Emotions can be as sticky as glue and so so heavy - I want to transform existing relationships and build new relationships, that are not based on Emotional Feeding, that are free from this glue, this heavy inert dead spread!!
I want connections that are clean, pure, honest - relationships that are light and free and alive and breathing, wide, vast, spacious, loving and compassionate......
Love that is not confused with sentiments or expectations - Compassion that truly respects and is first of all true to one's own self.........
Ah, a lifetime of learning and the new world unfolds every single day :-)
I got married to Trevor in a simple Hindu ceremony on the 21st of this month, I've had my first colonic experience in India, I'm working on some super raw Indian food, etc etc.......
There is so much to tell and share, many pictures to post and I'm going to do some over the weekend......
I've missed you all very much, loads of love and hot bright sunshine,
xxx Neeta
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Congratulations on EVERYTHING! Big hugs and warm energy comes to you from Arizona (that'd be me :)
Cheers!
Dearest Neeta
So lovely to read your words again... i have missed you..
Huge congratulations on your marriage - i am so very happy for you both... its really what makes life worth living..
As always you're really finding the gold in the midst of everything you're going through- as you do...
Have you come across Marshall Rosenburg's book 'Non violent communication' ? its a technique that's so simple & so remarkable when used well...
peace & much love to you & your new husband !
xxxkate
Dear Neeta
I've never commented before but I've been a regular reader for quite some time. A marriage makes it high time for me to speak up: very many congratulations on your marriage!!! All best wishes, Fleur xx
dearest neeta,
i've missed you too! it's uncanny how your posts sometimes seem to be speaking so directly to me...your words are brilliant, sparkling gems of clarity. It's so amazing to be finding a place where old patterns can be seen for what they are, held gently and with humour, and then deftly maneuvered past and onto new ways of relating....humane, light, free and full of love. It gives me hope for all of us.
be well, sweet neeta,
love shell xxxxx
oh, and many warm congratulations on your marriage! xxxxx
Gratitude for all your wishes and the love you drop here so generously......
Thanks a lot Fleur, very glad to meet you :-)
Some new pictures posted from Bangalore and a new post coming as well.......
Loads of love xxx
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